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| so my sister "borrowed" my debit card without my knowledge and thus caused me to overdraft 3-4 times. 175 bucks in charges. Fuck her. I put in my pay check, and I had 7 bucks left. I think I'm going to kill her. | | |
| Me and baby went to the zoo today, and it was awesome!!! I got a LITTLE sunburned, but, not bad for such a white boy. Classes have started, and, I'm slacking. My classes seem much harder than usualy this semester, I don't know if they really are, or, I'm being more of a slacker, or, both. I think MOSTLY that I'm a slacker, which was the bad thing about taking 9 credits this summer, I'm REALLY ready for a break. Also, to make it worse, my tough as shit (or so I'm told_) Poly Sci class is being taught as an 8 week course I guess for the first time with this teacher. SO, I'm basically taking 21 credits. Which is to freaking much for me. Show on Saturday in peabody, just found out one of the bands pulled out today to play some show here in wichita. Which, is pretty lame. Plus, we are going to be pretty lame, I can feel it. I'm pretty nervous, we played awesome friday, but, I just know that I'm at least going to fuck up a lot, stan wasn't at practice so he's a toss up (he's been doing well though, I'm impressed), brians usually a toss up, and I never can tell with pat. He's either awesome or shitty. Joe will be on the ball, I don't think he's really given a bad show yet. But, maybe this is his turn, who knows. So, ya. Me and baby are good, but, we've been fighting more lately. I think we've made things all good again though, things were really great today, hanging out, going to the zoo, lunch, seeing her work and what not. I'm poor, I have more on my credit card then I'd like, but, I think I'll be able to get it paid off by the end of September, which, really isn't bad considering I got fucked so hard on books this semester. It was nice having a credit card though, I must say. I didn't have to worry about having books, I just charged them. Most things I won't buy if I don't have the casy for sure, but, books are something that I don't like to triffle with. I've been playing chess on that damn xbox some these last couple days. I've decided I really like chess, I just don't have the concentration to really be very good at it. but, it's still fun. So, ya. This is like the xanga heyday of long ass posts. I like it, its soothing. Allison doesn't want me to live in the ghetto near school, shes scared. I will anyway though, if its less than 250 a month. get a bike, ride it to school. Only have to drive to work, but, I'll have to get a new job nearer campus, or, work on campus. Eh. Whatever. Oh, ya, last thing, theres a crazy person in my prophets class. Some chick started going on about how she had a prophet vision on an airplane for like ten minutes. It was kinda uncomfortable, you never know how to treat those situations. Eh. Ok, last thing...I've been thinking a lot about politics, and, I don't have any idea where I stand anymore. Somedays, I'm basically socialist, others, I'm further right. The only thing I'm not down with with socialsim though is that A) most left wingers are rude, ignorant fucks (more rude than right wing, but, a little less ignorant. not much though), and B) I'm not down with abortian like a lot of them are/Illigial immigrants piss me off when they refuse to speak my countrys language. But, fuck it, I am done. | | |
| So, ya, Not looking like I'm going to finish my book before class on thursday. I'm not even half way done with it yet. I suck. But, school is stressing me. Not sure how things are goin to go down this semester, whether I should take Stats and C. Algebra at the same time, etc. I have to figure that out by thursday or friday, so, fuck. Also, its starting to look like my family's going to move really soon. My dad has another job interview in california next week, then one in Texas. I'm sure that eventually he'll find somewhere he likes. I don't know why he doesn't just become a professor at a local university, but, what ever. I need to get a real job now, hopefully They wont move untill after christmas so I can take less credit hours and work a real job (hopefully a paraeducator, that seems ideal). If they up and leave now, I'm in a pickle because I was counting on only working like 20 hours a week so I could take 20 hours at school. Eh. Bands ok, I've been working (kinda) on learning One Armed Scissor for the band, which I think is really good for me. I've never taken the time to learn covers, and, its not that hard, plus I think it might make me better. Also, when I graduate and can't be in a cool screamo band anymore, I can play drums as an extra income playing a couple gigs a week playing in shitty bar cover bands. A decent cover band can make a hundred bucks a player a night. 4-500 extra bucks a months not bad, get to keep playing music. Sounds fun. Plus, doing the Youth Director thing, plus being a teacher will keep me really busy, but, that sounds like a really awesome life. If I can just get a LITTLE bit of a better grade this time in C. Algebra, my life will be set. John Adams has been a real inspiration to me though, he seems to have had many of my same struggles at my age, and, well, he seemed to turn out fine. I'll write more on that later when I feel like thinking more. | | |
| Life is kinda fun right now. Since school got out, I pretty much get a vacation for two weeks until fall classes start. I did get a D in math :(. But, well, thats not so bad. got a small scholarship for school, and I'll probably get more if I get a decent grade in math this semester. I'm sucking at drums. Kinda embarrassing, but, whatever. Also, my English competency has gotten even worse. I'm thinking of doing something about that, but, I'm not sure what. I think I have an old English book I could work out of...Conducted my first lock-in on weds. Not to bad, I think I'd give it a C. About what I would of had when I went to most lock-ins, so, I probably should feel too bad. I'm reading a biography on John Adams, and, I really feel as though I see some of myself in him, or, him in myself, however you want to put it. More on that as I get further into the book, hopefully I'll be able to finish it before school starts, but, its like 700 pages or so, and, thats giving myself less than a week to read the whole thing. I'm thinking I'm to lazy to do that. My bookshelf is lame. My books are too tall for it. Which makes organizing a bitch. Baby is amazing. We just had our one year, and, she bought me the best damn drum throne of all time. Thing has a freaking backrest, come on. So, ya. Taking 18-20 credit hours (depending on whether I decide to take the 5 hour option of my college algebra class or not), which will be lame. But, I will be done with my Religion minor at the end of this semester. Oh, fun side note, I took an online bible college old testament final exam, and I got an 88. Not to bad, seeing as old testament isn't my thing and I took my only OT class my first semester of college. So, I pretty much pwn. Ya, I said it. | | |
| 7 months later. Still not dead. Band isn't either, we're playing some little town this weekend. With hester prenn, which is a bad ass band. And they're cool enough to pretend that we are too, which makes me kinda laugh. Baby is amazing, and I'm looking forward to our one year aniversery the 27'th. School is lame. I got good grades last semester. Taking summer courses now. Math is still the bane of my entire existence. I'm thinking of doing xanga again, because nobody reads it anymore. Kinda like it used to be, it can be kinda like a journal. Sweet. | | |
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